sorry if this post is a little 'personal'. i don't mean to write it here but i just want to clear things up that have been bothering me for days.
dear friend,
i miss the moments we had back there.
the times where we did things together.
even though there are times where we were not agreeing with each other, but i do miss all the great memories that i had with you.
now things have change.
i felt that you've choose your own path, your own friends and your own thing.
i felt completely left out..
ntah la..
dear friend,
maybe i've been such a bad friend to you that you treat me like that.
but i just hope that you could also see that i also did't do that just for fun.
we've been friends for years and i just couldn't believe that you did that and said that behind me.
it's like being stab back by your own trusted friends.
i was really upset by that.
but the thing that upset me more is you don't even bothered by that.
instead of asking me why, you're mad and ignored me.
you were very quiet whenever i tried to talk to you.
but with others, you were very loud and have a good time.
herm..
dear friend,
i don't know why we are like this.
you came to me when you have problems.
i listened. i gave you my thoughts.
but when you meet your other friends, you ignore me.
we both agreed to be there for each other, being best friends to each other.
i am not sure what happen between us.
i am not sure why you don't even talk to me when you are with your friend.
i am not sure why you suddenly change like that.
i need answers.
but you ignored the sms and the calls.
should i wait for you to come again when you have problems again???
should i?
dear friend,
thank you for teaching me so many things about life.
you meant a lot to me.
i am sorry for what i did.
now i see what you said..
what goes around comes around.
even though i am no more a somebody in your life, i will always pray for your happiness.
i don't have any clue what will happen if i bump into you someday..
what will i do? will you recognize me? will you talk to me?
herm..
