what should i feel?
i want that something sooooooooooo bad and then suddenly my friend(s) want it too and managed to get it 1st because they have the money while i'm struggling to save money to buy the thing(s)? the friend(s) don't care about the thing(s) as much as i do at 1st but suddenly they showed big interest about the thing(s) very much and then tell everyone that they bought the thing(s) so that everyone else can envy them or what-so-ever..
hmmmm..
i wanted to buy something they want to buy before but they said that they don't like it when i want the thing that they like and wish for.. so i don't. but now you are planning to buy the 'thing' that i'm crazy for.. isn't it enough that once you have bought that one thing that i've always wanted before? i guess you have no idea that it hurt me so bad until i decided not to buy the thing at all. you have no respect of what i want and what i own! suke2 je buat suke2 hati.. am i invisible to you huh???? sedey =(
sure.. you have the money.. orang dah kerja la katakan..
go and buy everything that i want =(
go and take everything that i own =(
hmmmm...
sorry this post if really personal. am too sad because it seems like the friend(s) want to take everything away from me.. =(
sigh... ㅠㅠ ( /_\ )
p/s
i don't want people to salah paham.. this post has nothing to do with my-b. it's about someone else..
