to whom it may concern..
i am not happy with what happened so i decided to put my thoughts into words.. have been trying NOT to write it here but i just couldn't hold on to it anymore.. too much thinking.. but i can't really write it all..because i am afraid i will send the wrong message to you, to your friends and also mine.. can't really explain in details now as the time is not right.. nanti ada orang salah faham.. nanti ada orang kecik ati.. so mari la generalize kan je benda ni..
ONE
you should know where you are going from the beginning once you start making your way/journey..
you should know the risk before you even start to make your first step..you shouldn't be hurt if you see anything you didn't like.. you shouldn't jump into conclusion without even knowing the reason why.. you asked the person not to do so the day before but today, its you who jumped into conclusion ikut suke2 hati sahaja.. you thought of a happy ending but you did't make/force your way there.. you always hesitate.. you made your move, and then saw this and that, and then give up.. how do you think that person will feel? you had your chance, but you doubt it.. then how come you convince a people when you yourself are not sure on what you are doing and where are you heading? if you don't even see where you are going, then how come you will know where will you both be heading??
sometimes you are the one who leads you nowhere.. not the road.. when you lost your faith, things will start to fall apart. all your hard works will become sia2 saje.. so if you think its not worth it and you should start making u-turn or take steps backwards, then do so je la.. for me, its better if you don't even try to make your move at all. you will only hurt yourself and you will only hurt the person..
sorry if anybody feel hurt with what i just said.. sape2 nak terasa ke, maaf je la kowt..maybe its me who jumped into conclusion.. thats why i made such post..sigh.
TWO
yes, when you only think about what you want for yourself, thats when you will stop caring or take care of others.. because when what really matters for you is you yourself, you will only aim for you.. you should get this, you should do this, you should change this, you should be like this or what so ever.. everything is you you YOU! if everyone think like you, hahaha... ntah la.. don't know what to say la.. tapi you will hurt that person also i think.. what happen to you-and-me(her/him) world? mengapa cari pasal bile diri sendiri tak ready for this and that?? hmmmm??
THREE
who do you think you are come and go in a person life like that? apekah? semua orang ni mainan je kah takde perasaan? yang penting is you and your somebody.. then you tak kisah if you hurt anyone else.. but when you are lonely or have problem, mula la terkedek2 pergi ke orang lain and mintak tolong.. waktu biasa boleh je nak main suke2 hati je nak buat macam mana.. what goes around comes around.. you will get what you deserve.. bukan mendoakan something bad happen to you but i just hope that you can change and jangan layan orang suke2 hati as mereka pun ada feelings jugak..
same gak la dengan kamu yang suke hati mahu talam 2 muka.. kejap cakap ni tapi dengan orang lain cakap lain.. menggunakan orang lain untuk kepentingan sendiri je.. ingat orang tak tahu kah yang gossip akan travel fast.. lambat laun, orang akan tahu gak what you said to others...hmm...
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wil edit sooon! dont jump into conclusion YET!
