am not really okay..
its all so sudden.. i am not that strong.. i cannot cope with things.. i cannot pretend to be ok while i'm not.. as i said, the moment i thought i'm okay is the very moment i am very the opposite.. sigh..
entah lah. dont know what to think or feel.. its too painful. i dont know what should i do, feel, react. because the thing actually block me from being me. sigh.. he likes to ignore. dah rapat ngan orang lain.. ape mahu kisah pun kot about me..
sigh..
i will write more.. really.. i need to pour whatever I feel.. Sigh..
